Birthday Wishlist

Finally the second best month of the year is coming! For your information, January is my birthday month. Since I have some things that I want for my birthday, I'd like to post it here my birthday wishlist (who knows you want to buy these things for me :P). And oh, don't feel like it's a must to buy me present. It's okay if you don't give me present even if you're my closest friends, I still love you anyway :) Actually I already got my birthday (plus christmas) present from my parents. And I wanna tell you the things that you should not buy it for me:
1. Doll. I have allergic with dust but I love doll so much actually (it seems like I can't move on from my childhood) :(
2. Wallet. Because I just got it from my parents.
3. Imitation bag or shoes. Not because of the quality of the bag or shoes, but I just don't like wearing those imitation things.
4. Purple, yellow, red, green, orange (all bold colours) clothes. I DON'T like bold colours (I like monochrome and pastel colours). I DO like purple so much (all my friends know it), but not for clothes.
5. Books. I'm interested with books, but I have almost never finished reading them.
6. Unbranded make up kit. I don't dare wearing unbranded make up kit because I'm afraid they're not good for my skin plus I have sensitive skin also.
7. Lipstick. I have sooo many lipsticks already with different colours, you name it.
8. Watches. I have a watches that I really love and the condition is still so good. But if you want to buy me Daniel Wellington watches is okay but don't buy the leather one because my DW's watches is leather.
9. Really short crop top or pants or skirt.

Let me tell you some things that I love or I need:
1. I love pink and purple, or pastel colour. I also love black and white for sure.
2. I love cute, girly, cool things.
3. I love vintage.
4. I love see-through skirt or top.
5. I love crop top but not so short.
6. I need cute (can be vintage) pajangan for my study desk (example: fake flowers with it's pot), but not the big one.
7. I love statement necklace or earings or ring.
8. I need fashion dictionary (but I dunno where to buy it).
9. I love floral pattern and flower so much.
10. I love ribbon so much.
11. I want leather or denim jacket and ripped jeans since long time ago but they're so expensive :(
12. I love high heels, platform shoes, and sneakers.
13. I need fedora hat but not the-really-big-one.
14. I love meaningful present <3

Nb:
Bust : 82 cm
Waist: 68 cm
Hip: 89 cm
Foot size: 25,5 cm
(in case someone wants to give me clothes or shoes lol)

And here's my birthday wishlist: (this is not a must to buy it from H&M or Forever 21 (if you guys want to give me present), you can buy me present anywhere haha)

(From H&M):
*If you want to buy me pants or skirt, I suggest you to bring me to the shop because I'm afraid it won't fit on me because I have big hips and thighs.

Rp 399.900

Rp 129.900 (it's a ring)

Rp 599.900

Rp 599.900

Rp 129.900

Rp 349.900

249.900

Rp 399.900

Rp 599.900

Rp. 599.900

(From Forever 21):

Denim jacket (NOT the dress).

Leather jacket (NOT the shirt).

This is from @tututoeid:

That's all my birthday wishlist. Thanks for reading :)

Merry Late Christmas and Happy New Year 2016!

Merry late Christmas and happy new year guys! Hope you all have a blessed year ahead. 2016 won't be easy for us, but I believe we have strength from Above to overcome this year. I made a list of what I want to achieve in this year (I call it goal setting) and I've gotten around 19 things that I want to achieve in this year. Last year, I wrote that on my phone but in the middle of the year my phone got error and the all the datas were deleted. The sadder thing is I forgot almost all my goal setting on 2015 because I lost my notes on my phone. Now I don't want to repeat the same mistakes so I wrote that goal setting on my journal so it won't be deleted again. Goal setting is so important because we can have purposes what we want to do in this year so our lifes won't be ordinary because we have purposes. In the end of 2016, when people ask you "what did you learn/achieve on 2016?" you can answer it based on your goal setting. Imagine if you don't have goal setting, you must be confuse what to answer that question because you learn a lot in this year. Goal setting can be like "I can drive a car" "I can cook" "I'm graduate from uni with high GPA" etc.

Anyway, before I Christmas, I went to Singapore with my mom and brother. My mom had yearly medical check up there so me and my brother accompanied her. I got very early birthday present from my parents a DKNY wallet and I bought MAC lipstick and bought some monochrome clothes at 313 Somerset. Actually I promised myself that I wouldn't buy anything but yeah it happened. I didn't celebrate Christmas there, on December 24th I went back to Jakarta. On Christmas eve, me and some of my friends went to church to celebrated Christmas. It's quite fun because the service was held at 11 pm until around 1.30 am. It's my first time I went to church in the midnight.

This year, I celebrated new year at my friend's house. We did BBQ on his house. He invited me so sudden. On the afternoon (December 31st), I went to barber shop to had hair spa and had my bang's cut and it's useless because there's smoke when we did BBQ -_- On January 1st, me and my big family had lunch to celebrate new year at SpringHill Restaurant. That's how I spent new year eve and new year.

Now I'm going to post my documentation around Christmas day (I didn't take a lot photos on new year). Here's those photos:

Christmas dinner with my beloved cell group <3 Love them so much.

With one of my bestest besties, she's my innerest circle. Her name is Evelyn (click here to read her blog). I love her too much. I'm so grateful I have her in my life. I learned a lot from her. I feel blessed with her presence, her relationship with God, her helps, her prayers, even her struggles. She helped me a lot to overcome my lowest time and my struggles. I'm so glad to know her :)

At Mandarin Orchard Hotel

At Mandarin Orchard Hotel.

My room at Mandarin Orchard Hotel.

My room at the hotel.

MAC lipstick that I bought. It's neon pink and dark red colour.

I wear new lipstick from MAC (the dark red one)

Neon lipstick (I don't know why in this picture it didn't look like neon pink, the real colour is neon)

At ION Orchard, Singapore.

At Changi Airport

At Changi Airport.

At Bunga Rampai Restaurant for family Christmas dinner.

With my beloved ladies. They're my past church community. Now we're not under 'community' label anymore but we're still close to each other and they're my innerest circle. We have been close friends since we're on junior high school (around 7 or 8 years ago) and still counting. I love them so much <3

Actually it's sabrina peplum top but not too visible in this photo.

Merry late Christmas from me :)

Recap of 2015

2015 has been both good and bad year for me. I learned A LOT of things this year. In this year, I've been through one of the worst moments of my life and it made me depressed (if you read my blog post few months ago about my story here, yes I had two lowest times of my life, this year and on 2011). And I even broke one of my goal settings (goal setting is like a to-do list what we want to achieve in this year) on the begining of this year. But here I am now, I'm still alive and survive from those hardships and it's only because of God's grace I can be here and be who I am today. I'm so grateful for this year. I'm grateful even with bad things that happened to me because it taught me many things and I can see God's love and experience His grace through those problems. God is so good to me! To know my recap, click "read more" :)

Monochrome Lace

On Tuesday I had photoshoot on Taman Menteng with Nathalie as my photographer (check out her portfolio on Instagram @snapdocumentary). Before I went to Taman Menteng, my friend did my make up (check out her portfolio on Instagram @handamakeup). The photos and make up results are beyond amazing! You can see it by yourself. Click "read more" to see more photos :)

Nb: I also share something in this post. You can read it below :)

Event Review: Max Factor with Blogger

Two weeks ago, me and my blogger mate, Stella joined Max Factor event on Central Park Mall. They just launched new products. To be honest, I've never tried Max Factor products before. That event made me interested to buy their product. So after the event finished, I bought some of their lipsticks and got a goodie bag (they gave us lipsticks, lip balms, and blush on). I was so happy to brought home new "babies". And I tried their products and they're so AMAZING! I really LOVE their lipsticks mostly. I ate noodle after I tried the lipstick and the lipstick was still on my lip after I finished eating. Amazing isn't it? I'm satisfied with Max Factor products. The blush on and lip balm are really good too. I love it! I just tried the lipstick, lip balm, mascara, and blush on because my dermatologist doesn't allow me to wear foundation, or powder, even sunblock because I have some acnes on my face (thank God now they're gone, but I still have acne scars on my face). 

Anyway, I just realized that I'm talking more about their product than the event haha. Okay I'm trying to talk about the event. First of all, we registered our name before the event started. Then they gave me a double tip with lip shape and we can decorate it with manik-manik (I don't know how to call it in English). After that, me and Stella took many pictures of us and the products on our table. And then the event started. First, there's a man from Malaysia (I forgot the name) gave a presentation about Max Factor new products. Then continued with make up demo by kak Iwan Harun. I post the result of his make up below. And oh, by the time he showed us make up demo, he also taught us how to apply make up so we learned how to make up too. They provided us the make up tools. But I didn't try to make up at that event because I already had make up on my face. Then the event finished. They gave us shopping voucher worth 200k so we used it immediately. So if I total it, I got 4 lipsticks, 2 lip balms, and 2 blush on and I just paid around 30k when the real prices can be more than 500k (total of the products that I got). They gave us random products so every people got the different lipstick, lip balm, and blush on colour. I wanted to get a purple lipstick, and Stella wanted the fuschia lipstick. And you know what, Stella got purple lipstick and me get that fuschia lipstick. So with a happy heart, we exchanged our lipstick to each other so I got purple, and Stella got fuschia. I felt super happy at that day. I'm so thankful I got the invitation and could join the event with blogger gang. Thank God for that day! :)

I post all photos on that event below. It makes me look like beauty blogger haha. Just click read more to see the photos. Happy reading guys!

Products that I got from that event

With Stella

It made from double tip and manik-manik that I mention above

Christmas Wishlist from Banggood

Hi everyone! Since today is already December, so it means christmas day is coming soon. Yayy! This is my most favorite month because December is a holiday month and christmas atmosphere is everywhere. I do really love christmas songs which are we can listen to it on every mall.

Anyway, since christmas day is already near, I have some christmas wishlist. Most of my christmas wishlist are shoes. Nowadays, I'm kinda addicted to shoes (no, I'm not a shoesholic), just really like shoes so much. It's so different with my younger me. When I was teenager (I just entered adulthood on this year, I know this is so sad), I don't like buying shoes just because I didn't interested with it. Now since I've known fashion, shoes are so important for me. I love platform shoes, boots, ankle strap heels or another kind of high heels, sneakers, etc. And nowadays I'm also in love with oversized clothes. I'm searching for oversized clothes with long sleeve because in Indonesia, it's raining season now so sometimes the weather can be a little bit cold (again I say, just a little bit) and I'm more comfortable wearing long sleeve for some reason. Then I found this cool online shop who sells shoes, clothes, and many other things with affordable prices, it's Banggood (click the link to go to their website). They're not only sell shoes, but they also sell clothes, bags, jewelries, sport stuffs, electronic stuffs, lighting, toys, about home and garden, health and beauty, handphones, etc. So great isn't it? You can find everything on their website. Their stuffs are worth to buy. You won't regret for buying it. Let's see what kind of shoes and other things that be my christmas wishlist from Banggood! :)

Vintage Floral Lace-up Flat Shoes

Platform Lace Up Flat Punk Shoes

High Heel Double Buckle Elastic Zipper Martin Ankle Boot Women

Women Flats Creeper T-Straps Round Toe High Platform Shoes

Women Genuine Leather High Heels Shoes Thick Heels Lace Up Women Pumps

Loose Casual Women Brief Turtleneck Long Sleeve Pullover Blouse

Women Universe Pattern Galaxy Print Long Sleeve Loose T-shirt

Loose Women Long Sleeve Plaid Pocket Single Breasted Blouse

Women Plus Size Long Sleeve Denim Loose Blouse