Mike has many nick name. I often called him "ndut" (in English: fatty), cemong (it's slank language in Bahasa. I called him cemong because his fur's color is dark around his face), and Mikey (this is his cute name). He was born on August 24th 2009. He's golden retriever mix dachshund so He has a little bit tall body but his fur's type is like golden retriever. He's so smart. He always barked when we (my family) have guest in our home to tell us there's people in front of our house. He always told people in my house to opened the door if my family members came home. Before he peed in everywhere in my house, he peed in toilet. He always knew if he made mistakes. So many things that he did that made me laugh (and also so many things that he did made me upset to him). But sometimes he's so grumpy. He's grumpy when he's sleepy or he laid down (so we couldn't touch him). He's also grumpy when he made mistakes so it's his defense before someone scolded him.
Even though he's so naughty and grumpy, I love him way too much. I bet he's not happy living in my house because of some reasons and this is making me sad because I failed to take care of him and made Mike happy. I'm too sad because my house is now so quiet (no bark voice anymore), thinking about is he happy in his new house? How if he's unhappy and confuse because he doesn't see his owner anymore?, and also this memory (about Mike) is killing me slowly. This memory keeps replaying in my mind and it makes me cry everytime I remember him :( I don't know how to makes me not sad anymore when I remember about him. I don't want to move on from him for sure. I just want to accept the fact that he's gone. I really hope he's happier now (or will be happier) and I wish he knows that me and my family love him too much. I feel guilty for gave him to other but maybe this is the best way. It seems like I can't let go of him. I'm too much loving him. I hope I can visit him sometimes but I think it'll not gonna happen :'(
Here's my photos with Mike (sorry for bad quality photos) :
My birthday this year
Sorry for the messy.
That's all about Mikey. Love you, miss you, and good bye, my lovely Mikey....